EricaLecat

It is funny how you can try so much to be some ones anything...So that they do not end up like you...And yet they end up doing the things you tried to protect them from...You don't know how that ruined my life and made my depression worse...You don't know that is what I self harmed over or how much regret I have for it...Please don't end up like me!I cannot stand to see your cheerful face end up a constant frown as mine did.You mean to much to me.

It's funny how I am usually scared of the darkness.Scared of what lurks in the blackness,waiting to kill me.But lately I just turn the other cheek and say "F**k it, kill me!Put me out of my misery!".People some times ask if I am suicidal or if I self harm...No I am strongly against both!But I do like being in pain,when other people cause it.But there I go...Getting off topic again...I guess the point is...I am Toxic and I am slowly getting consumed by darkness.But it is some how ...Soothing...I don't know maybe this is a pathetic childish call for attention!But I myself do not even know who I am anymore.All I know is I have really serious iss